Self harm.

I won’t allow my heart to beat to hers
What would be the point (what an inane exercise!)
It should stay this way
For the rest of time

I’m impatient
And I want her to know
But things will be broken
She can never be mine

Repression is so kind
It keeps me sane
It should stay this way
For the rest of time

Her subconscious knows
But she pushes it away
It’s just weird she laughs
With a non-committal shrug

I feel like a fraud
A ghost in this world
But it’s for a good cause
I can never have her

I’m alone in this life
The fear is gone
And I can feel again
I never had her

 

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